Two days ago, we lost another friend and a fellow dedicated DBSK fan to bone cancer. She was only 18.

Although I do not know her personally, we've worked together in GOE;SS and I've always enjoyed her logical essays in soompi as well as efforts in uploading DBSK vids. For the past few weeks, I was constantly wondering how she was doing after reading about her condition and thoughts..until today, when I saw the news of her passing. And to top all of it, her final words to her friends and family was posted when she knew she couldn't endure anymore. She was a strong girl. I don't breakdown easily, but here I am..my eyes are watering like a tap.

Perhaps you would too, if you read her farewell message here.

It reminds me how precious but fickle a human life is. Will the things that we desire so much and work so hard to achieve really matter at the end when we know we'd be at death's gate soon? Will people only realize all enmity and hatred are pointless when there isn't much time left..and to only really appreciate the finer aspects of life?

In a way, I admire Kay for being so strong and positive till the end..and I'm also slightly envious that she had the chance to prepare and set everything in order with everyone before she left. How many of us could actually foresee our moment coming?

To my dearest family and friends, if I left abruptly one day without a word..I want you to know that I love and appreciate all of you. Thanks for being there for me and being a part of my life. Just in case, because life is unpredictable.

Kay, may you rest in eternal peace up there. Junsu would've been so proud of you.